My appointment with the GI is on Thursday, my BM and stomach issues have not changed and whilst I am trying to be calm about the whole situation I am literally PETRIFIED of first what they say on Thursday and then the whole colonoscopy.
I am really having a hard time coping and it consumes me everyday to the point where I think I cause my own stomach pains! I know there is something wrong with my bowels but WHAT is the question, the only thing I can think of if a tumor growing inside my colon making all these changes. I hardly feel like eating these days and force myself, most days I am consuming about 1200 cal and other about 900 cal, I am really worried.
I really hope someone else has gone through this and willing to give some advice, I just feel like crawling into a hole and crying.