I know this problem is going to sound completely stupid and it most probably is when you compare it to most cases of OCD. However it makes me sad and I feel like it's a big problem but I do realise my mind is getting carried away with negative thoughts , as I usually do. I was addicted to strong painkillers for about 6 months as they made me feel so relaxed and they gave me the ability to function like a 'normal' person. I've stopped taking them now , 3 days clean and all the anxiety that they suppressed has come back which is really bad , i suffer with anxiety anyway , so I don't need double the amount of anxiety. I have a personality disorder where my moods are constantly up and down throughout the day which my hobbies , habits , interests can change instantly. As you can imagine having all this going through my head makes it extremely hard to know what I want and what I want to do with myself as I'm scared of my interests changing so quickly , I rarely start what I finish. My problem is I can't stop buying books ! I know this is very minor and causes no damage to anyone but it upsets me as I buy 5 books a month whilst I may only read one before buying another load the next month , due to my interests changing. One month I read true crime and the next I want conspiracy theories. I feel this has got out of hand now as I'm sick of wasting money ! This is very impulsive because I can't resist the thoughts of buying books and I can't resist the feeling so I just give in to the temptations of buying some. How can I stop?