Hello Ruth,

Hang in there, hun. All is not lost. BIG HUGS are coming your way. Everyone relapses a little from time to time, and as soon as it happens, we panic and think "oh no, here we go again". But you got "back up" somehow before, and trust me, you will again. It will take time, but you will get there. You are among friends here. We all understand what you are going through. Don't worry about your partner. If you feel medication would be a good idea for you right now, discuss it with your GP and then go ahead. Sometimes we all need a little help. Take care of yourself. Thinking of you.
Cobweb