Oh Karina, none of us can imagine just what you are going through...
Just come on here and vent whenever you want to...We all just want to be there for you. The support and kindness you have had from people at home is only what you deserve and there are good people out there.
I know I can't say anything remotely helpful but just please use us when you need to shout because you must be so angry..
Always remembering brave Rebel xxxxxxxx