Re: Hopeless
Were you coping reasonably before this change entered your life and caused a massive upheaval or did it merely tip things further askew? Are you managing any better than you were when you made the thread? Have the palpitations and heartburn worsened or improved? Do you have any other physical symptoms? I hope things are brighter for you.
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''...an utter depression of soul which I can compare to no earthly sensation more properly than to the after-dream of the reveller upon opium - the bitter lapse into everyday life, the hideous dropping off of the veil. There was an iciness, a sinking, a sickening of the heart, an unredeemed dreariness of thought which no goading of the imagination could torture into aught of the sublime.''