Feeling a like a burden during Christmas

[pulisa]

I think you have to resist the compulsion to test your heart rate, Louise. Ask your Mam to help you with this even if it means her keeping it in a safe place where you can't get access to it. You don't need to test it-you need to trust your healthy heart xx

[LouiseAndy]

I just wanted to add- I also manged a while day at work! Working from 6 am to 7 pm. I won't lie, there was some really not great physical or mental moments but I manged it! Without any tears of being overwhelmed or anything. I work on my feet alot, I suffer with jelly legs with my anxiety and that feed into others things but I manged it! It's not alot I know, there's so much more to get over but one day at a time eh?

I also thought about the fact the cardiologist is writing a letter to my gp to ask for her to a thyroid test as he thinks it may be possible I have a over-active one and that's causing some of the issues- again. That can be very treatable and livable. I'm also going back in a few weeks to get a event monitor because he wants to see results of me having a panic attack- which he said himself he is sure will be fine but also due to you know laws and being able to sue someone. You need the tests before you can back up those words 100 percent!