Lola what's up? I just read that you're in hospital?

And thank you for the replies all. Still feeling like I let myself down but it will ease up. It was refreshing to learn a Dr. found it very difficult. I don't have any Muslim community around, but I agree I do need to find a mosque and speak to an Imam.

I think traditional Muslims have a lot of family, friends and community support to make it easier for them.

Joe you crack me up mate, but spot on