Pamplemousse I am sorry to see you are feeling so fed up and down, we have a list of helpline numbers and would really encourage you to contact one of them or a person you trust around you....If you walk into any hospital or walk-in centre and tell them how you are feeling then they can also be a great help. Or even someone on here who you trust and you are able to talk to in PM (assuming they won't be triggered, they have every right not to want to talk about it.
as a forum of anxiety and depression sufferers who are easily triggered by the talk of suicide, we remove posts about the subject as we are really not equipped to be dealing with it.
I am so sorry I am going to close this thread because of the above reason, please seek the help you obviously desperately need.
https://www.nomorepanic.co.uk/showth...for-UK-members
