I travel quite a lot and up until a few months back I had absolutely no problem whatsoever going to airport , checking in , doing security etc. either on my own or with my partner. I had two horrible panic attacks on two separate occasions just after I went through security was one time and the other a few weeks after that I was travelling back from another airport and again another horrible anxiety attack. Dry mouth, jelly legs racing heart, Both times I did get on the flight and once I was on the flight I was fine. I have no problem whatsoever flying and have no fear of flying. But I’m struggling so much at the thoughts for going through the airport. Today I got to airport and just couldn’t go in and face my fears so ended up not travelling, I, attending counselling and have had 2 sessions and the counsellor told me to bring headphones, water and try to think of other things whilst at airport but I just couldn’t face it, I also struggle in shops , restaurantes and anywhere I’m in a queue. I’m on Xanax and an anti depressant but still have a fear of going through the airport. Sick and so annoyed with myself for feeling this way 🥲