Re: I just need to vent/whine/panic
Thanks, all. I do think I’m qualified to at least deserve and interview, and I know it takes time to set stuff like that up (especially as I know some members of the committee have been traveling). My anxiety brain can just perfectly picture my boss telling me they aren’t going to interview me after all, so I have to tune that guy out.
The dragging out of the whole thing is the worst, really. It feels like when your boss pops in and says “can we have a chat at the end of the day?” Except for it’s totally open ended and therefore gives me ample time to work myself up. I guess this is a prime time to put all of my coping strategies to use.
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