Re: Panicking - pancreatic cancer fear
I understand - whenever I’m panicking about something it’s the waiting and the in between that is the hardest. I just want to get to the other side, whatever it may be.
It helps me to do something with my hands that my mind doesn’t have to think too much about. Gardening or painting or even cleaning sometimes. I also like to get outside and just listen to nature. I like to watch the bugs or the birds and think about their lives, what their worries must be, and it makes my problems feel a little smaller because we’re all just doing our best to move forward in life. It helps to step away from all of this chaos that modern life has created.
I am also sure everything will be okay, but good to call insurance anyway. They should get into gear.
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