Pancreatic Cancer Fears

[jojo2316]

Yeah. Me too. Im older than you- 48 - and still in the grip of it. It sucks. When is your gp appointment?

[CarlostomyBag]

It really does. It's next Friday so have another full week to worry about it. I guess the saving grace here is that I have zero other symptoms and the weird sensation only feels skindeep as opposed to deep inside my body, if you get what I mean.

The thing with HA, for me at least, is that I feel the older I get and the more things I worry about (I've had so many things wrong with me in my mind: testicular cancer, breast cancer, bowel cancer, brain tumours, liver cancer.... a definite theme) that eventually one thing will stick.

So it's even at a stage were I worry about the worrying. It's so exhausting isn't it.

I've been relatively good recently too and my HA manifests in things I actually do physically feel as opposed to reading something and then getting symptoms.

So bloody tedious isn't it.