Because I'm not as ill as I was 6 months ago, and I am slowly getting some independance again. [8D]
I'm convinced people are starting to forget how ill I am.
Yes, okay am I not a totally sofa loving panic monster, but I still have times when I'm full of panic and need my sofa and a valium.[xx(]
I feel everyone is returning to life and moving on and I am being left behind. :( I'm wondering if everyone is forgetting that I find it hard to concentrate for long periods of time, that I have a brain like murky water and so I can't always think clearly and talk in a way that make sense or that I am de-personalized for long periods of time. That I'm still scared to go to bed with the light off and that I still wake up with a stress'ometre that reads 2 or 3 before I have even got dressed for the day.
I am feeling more like my old self, and it is great to "come back" again, smile and joke. But I just don't want to feel left behind and forgotten about.
Does anyone else have these feelings of being excluded while everyone gets on with life?
Love, light and Best wishes
Liz xxx
[] Panic Monster & Scatty Eccentric