kittykat

Honey darling i am so sorry to hear that your mum has passed away. Your right the next few months/years will be extremely tough....but you will one day learn to cope with her death.
It is always harder when death is sudden as its not what u expected to happen or geared yourself up for. I have personally am still very lucky in the fact my parents are still alive so i cant sympathize with your loss. You really need to get as much support from your family &friends as possible in order to for you to cope...I'm sure she is very proud of you & just remember she will be watching over you everyday & if you remember that you will never feel alone.

Take care xxx