Worries about Cancer
Hi, hope this is in the right place and stuff.
Basically for about the last 7 years-ish on and off ive been getting worried that i have various forms of cancer and right now im really worried that i may have cervical cancer or something around that area because i get a lot of pelvic and hip pain and have had a weird green-ish colour dischaged since before christmas.
I have been to the doctors several times and at first they thought it was thrush and was treated for that and then that didnt work so i was then treated for bacterial vaginosis with antibiotics and i think these did do something, like it was less green and the itching pretty much went so i went back and the doctor thought they had probably worked so put me on another longer course of antibiotics and agian i think they helped but didnt completely rid me of everything. Though now i am feeling better but the other day I bled after having sex and its got me all worried again. i think I bled because it was quite rough sex and it was quite sore around there for a few days afterwards like friction bur or something but im just so worried.
I also had to have a blood test just to rule out other things and that came back saying i had a slight inflammation and the doctor has said he thinks it was just the antibiotics working but has said to have another blood test next friday and im just really freaking out about what if it comes back and there is still inflammation!?!? and in the middle of last year i had a blood test and it came back with inflammation but they just said it was polycystic ovaries or ibs (i suffer with both but am on the pill and buscopan and this manages both of them well) but im now worrying that i had cancer last year and that if i have it itll be really advanced because its been left so long.
I know that im just being irrational because the amount of time ive been to the doctors and I had a pelvic exam and swabs taken and that was all fine (tho im too young for a smear test (Im 19)) but im just so worried and cant shake it off! and now ive got this weird lump thing in my thraot, ive had it before last year and i think its to do with anxiety and hayfever but i feel like im going crazy.
I know ive kind of rambled on for ages but any help or reassurence or anything would be much appreciated!
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