Originally Posted by
george08
Hi i know we all go through this but i am 100% sure i have skin cancer! i have at the moment 3 moles that are displaying the ABCD's of melanoma. I get my boyfriend to check that all my moles have not changed so i am sure they have not got any bigger and i have been going out with my boyfriend for 9 years he said i have always had them! they all have a really irregular/ jaggered boarder between 6 and ad 8 mm on i think 1 could even be 1 cm 2 are flat and 1 is flat but with what looks like a raised bit maybe even an blister type of thing i is flat but has what looks like a load of brown speckles in it. but it is in a quite to hard reach area! as they have been there for some time i felt my glands and know they are all up so that means the cancer has spread i just want to kill my self! i am terrified to go to the doctors i have googled and my moles like the ones on there! i know they will refer me to a dermatologist and they will remove these i just cant do it! im thinking i never had anxiety i just knew i was going to die young! im 30! Very scared and very alone!