Lately I have developed a fear of being arrested. At night every little noise outside I think its the police, Or if someone knocks my door gone 4pm I assume its bad news and the police have come to arrest me.
The feeling of something bad happening doesn't stop just there though. Its with everything.
I feel as if Im just waiting to die. There's nothing to look forward to and I have convinced myself I haev some sort of illness which is killing me.
Is there an end to this? Will I have these feeling along with my panic attacks and anxiety for ever?
I just wish wish wish wish wish wish wish I was my normalt self again.