Elspeth,
Sending tons of ((hugs)) to you right now. Pets are part of our family.
My cat had to be put down not so long ago, he had cancer and was only 14mths old, it broke my heart.
We now have two new kittens. I know it's early days, but will you be thinking of getting a new kitten ? I know a new kitten will never replace her, but it helps with the emotional pain.
Heaven is looking after your little one, she's a beautiful cat, she's now resting in peace and being looked after by the angels.
Look after yourself Elspeth x