Hi cazz,
so sorry to hear about your miscarriages, that is a such lot to take in, in such a short time,
I think once the meds have kicked in properly you will start to sleep a bit better, when i was at my worst i used to sleep on the settee with the tv on. it was weird but i did sleep better it was like my mind was relaxed cos i was not in bed and didnt think i had to be asleep, i did that until it stopped being an issue if i was asleep or not,
i did bottle things up like you and it does not help at least on this site u can pour it all out and you dont feel judged and people understand what you mean,
hope things improve for you soon hen xxxx
kairen x