Since my anxiety started, I keep having random thoughts in my head of being in the hospital or an ambulance.
Of waking from fainting with paramedics around me.
Even horrible thoughts of the doctors telling my family that I've died & them crying. Of leaving my sister & Mum (we're very close) & my animals behind & even sometimes thoughts of my own funeral.
& I sometimes feel like I should be making plans for my funeral & telling my family what I would "want".
I'm only 22! I don't want to keep having these thoughts...is it my anxiety? OCD? Or even worse, premonitions???
I'd welcome any thoughts...