Hi all,
Sorry i feel a bit sad and stupid posting this. :([Duh!]but I know you guys are great and understand.[Yes!]
Im always looking for friends but somehow I can't keep hold of them i.e friends have used me in the past and left me. Penfriends stop writing etc.. The thing is I blame myself totally and take it all so personally. I wish i didn't as this really hinders my panic and anxiety.:([No]
I have just lost my dearest friend. She moved to Yorkshire last year and has only been in touch once. I have sent her a birthday prezzie phoned her text her wrote to her but she has never got back to me. It hurts me deeply and once again i take it to personally and blame myself.
I find it so difficult to meet friends esp my age 31 its like everyones got all there friends and thats it really.
I don't know sorry i just needed to rant as feeling a bit low at the mo.
Any advice on how to stop taking things to heart so much would be great!
I think maybe although not an excuse my Mum over protected me so much growing up and wrapped me in cotton wool like you wouldn't believe. I struggle now and any kind of rejection i get it always feels like my fault.[Sigh...]
Thanks for listening to me rant![Yeah!]
Take care all,
Love PIP'S XX