Ugh it's so frustrating, I do the same even with simple foods! I really hate eating out in case they've been handling nuts or something else I might be allergic too. I'm actually allergic to peanuts so that's where my nuts thing stems from, but not dangerously allergic! I'm driving myself nuts too, lol! I get scared eating a lot of things, I always worry that 'this time it might be a real reaction and not panic'.
yeah, the drugs just triggered everything! I don't understand why people choose to do some voluntarily, whatever I had was vicious! I'm currently seeing a psychiatrist for anxiey/panic/everything, lol. It's helpful, but I'm still not really getting rid of the panic attacks which is really annoying me and then of course because they arent going away I worry that they're something worse, lol. I hate going to my doctor though because they always make me feel silly about everything. Like i should know it's just anxiety and I should just forget about it. I wonder how many doctors have actually suffered from panic attacks themselves!
I have no idea why allof a sudden we thing we're going to suffer from anaphylaxix, it's really funny isn't it? We don't think that anyone else will, just ourselves. Maybe we just love being alive that much that we're terrified of anything that could kill us :P
Thank you so much for talking with me