Hi hun! Know exactly how you feel. I wouldn't go near a single needle until i fell pregnant i knew i had no choice so i sat down with my doctor and exsplained how terrified i was. She offered me this special cream that you apply an hour before you go for your test and i promise you, you don't feel a thing. It completely numb's the area (its kind of weird when you poke it cause you can't feel it lol). Ask your doctor about it and they will give you some on prescription, then when you book your blood test you can be prepared. Hope this helps