i ahvent posted anything for a couple of weeks but i have been quite busy and trying to focus on feeling a bit better, which i was starting to but these last two days i have been feeling awful once again and i think my period id due failry soon, i really do feel so much worse when i am close to my periods....today at work i just felt more and more panicky to the point where i had to leave. i am at home now and i am so restless i dont know what to i am really dizzy and feel out of it...
well when i sai was feeling better things were a bit crazy last week, went to see my psycotherpaist last week and was quite down and he decided that maybe i need a rest and referred me to the local hospital so i could be admitted, i spoke to a person there and after assessment it was decided that i am not a risk to myself ie i have not made plans to hurt myslef so it would be counterproductive to let me have a rest as i migth just give up! god what a nice thought....i did take a few days off work and was quite busy, i went out clubbing twice. the second time when i went out was when i started to feel bad. i cried in the taxi on the way home. but i dont know the reason, does anyone else suffer badly around their periods?????