Wow blueangel, that sounds really tough and from such an early age.
I'm also catholic and I think that is where some of my issues with guilt and responsibility come from and the idea that I will be punished in some way for not being a 'good person' or doing the 'right thing'. I have recently gone back to church through my children (baptisms, holy communion) and have discussed my anxiety and issues with the priest and this has helped a lot and obviously the church don't use fear like they used to.
Rambing again lol, just thought it was interesting about the religious aspect.