Aww Emmz.......hugs hun
I know what you mean and what you're saying.
My partner and I lost a very dear friend to cancer only back in March of this year
He died within 5 months of his diagnoses and I still can't believe that I will never see him again
It does put things all into perspective. I, myself, also got hit with some unwanted health news regarding me at around the same time that we were losing Paul.
It has kind of changed my view on things, but at the moment, I'm going from one positive day to the next being negative and my thoughts and feelings are all over the show.
Yes life can be a pile of s**t at times..............but I'm trying to hang on by my finger tips to the fact that life can also be beautiful at times too
To anyone who's in the blue funk at the moment, just go take a little drive or get someone to take you for a little ride into the countryside.
Then look.........and I mean really look around you, notice everything you possibly can, the colours, the smells the animals the insects the sky.........beautiful isn't it ??
One of my favourite quotes is
" Life is not a rehearsal, we only get one shot at it, so live it to it's full potential"