Thing is, work is the only time I feel vaguely 'normal' and then only if I'm fully occupied. Anything away from that and the misery/anxiety grows fast. Plus I'm self-employed and no work = no money.
I'm a firm believer in "work to live, not live to work" but I have no choice. I've got my first job in over two months on Saturday and I've no idea when the next one will come along.
Pretty good night's sleep last night; head feels a bit wobbly, like I have a mild form of vertigo but apart from that, okay.