I get very stressed when I have to speak in meetings, I've never liked it even at uni and now I'm a jibbering wreck before I go in! I think the most important thing to do is stop avoiding situations when you think you may faint, that behaviour is making it worse. Perhaps go and see your GP, he may want to give you anti-anxiety meds and you could be referred to a therapist who can do some CBT type work with you to change your negative thinking and behaviour.

You're in the right place to get help here as well!

Take care,
Roz

'All I want is to be normally insane' Marlon Brando